Shh! Its A Secret

So I had an interesting experience after a very close friend of mine died, I decided to write about it and recently published a book on the matter, please check it out and feel free to share any experiences you have had after a love one has passed. A Visit From Beyond

So I recently had an ex boyfriend come back and confess he had actually fallen in love with me, this came approximately 10 years after our "relationship"ended, I was kind of angry about this, and then I became perplexed, see I was completely in love with this guy, although I did feel our relationship was doomed from the get go, he was considerably younger then me, and it took a lot of convincing for me to go on a date with him, and after a year of a tumultuous relationship, we both went our separate ways, my feelings for him still remain, although now I am in a different place, I have a wonderful man that I am engaged to, and we have a beautiful litle girl, he moved across the united states, to be closer to his family, attend college, and live an uncomplicated life, (he had some issues around here). I became angry about this, because my feelings for him still remained although they were pressed deep in the recesses of my mind, I also knew it was going to happen, I called him...

So I broke down after seeing a YouTube video on the "miracle benefits" of this oil, it's suppose to have a lot of skin and hair care benefits, claims to regrow hair, improve elasticity of your skin etc etc etc, so after I saw a woman use it on her eyelashes and claimed they grew thicker and longer I had to try it, I have short thin lashes, I've had the bottle for a week and have used it twice, see that is my main problem, I have all these grandiose ideas on starting a beauty routine or diet, and will be extremely motivated about it and it lasts an hour, I have yet to find the drive to stick with something more than 24 hours, I have never had patience for anything if it's not immediate I am instantly discouraged, please tell me I'm not the only one? So my search is on to find motivation, I am trying to promise myself that I will lose 10lbs and stick with a daily beauty routine, I will keep everyone updated on my progress, and if anyone has tips and tricks pleas...

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I just wrote a guide to help woman spot when a relationship is destined to fail, based on my past experiences, please check it out, if you buy it let me know I love feedback  The Link To New Book (Also In The Side Bar)

Hey I am still here, I haven't ran away yet, I have been super busy working on my acting career, and taking care of the kiddos (yes both take a lot of time) I am also looking into publishing a new book, its more of a relationship self help guide type of thing, I have also started with the whole video blogging thing, what actually prompted that was an incident on Poshmark when I had a very expensive ring stolen from me, I did a series of videos here that you can view if you like, https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLWOEITE7Tkc00hggPqLfELzFoN40UNX1a, I complied them all into a playlist, well that is all for right now, I will be sure to post more as I get time, I hope you all that have purchased my guide to wholesale/dropship list have found it useful, and thanks for continuing to visit my blog.

I have to start with a sincere apology, the setting on my blog were messed up and I was not getting notified of people commenting, or sending requests, I have since updated these settings to be notified, again I am so sorry, and I thank you for your patience. Ok after getting a bunch of request, I have finally published a new guide, I am so forever grateful to everyone who has reached out to me, and thanked me for the information, or asked me questions about my posts about buying from China, you guys are the best, I feel so humbled I have helped you all out from making the mistakes I made, I feel fortunate to be able to stop people from losing their hard earned money. in the new guide I have given companies from China you can trust, who to avoid, USA companies, places you can start to sell for little to no upfront cost, realistic expectations, some cheats to free advertising, as well as some apps that are available to you, I am going to keep creating these guides as long as they are...

Ok so here is the deal, I placed an order for clip in hair extensions from this site clothing-dropship.com which use to be wholesale-dress.net If you notice this order was split up by 2 different tracking numbers,HH2014021101  Had a Tracking Number of RC940313148CN and HH2014021103-1 had a tracking number of LN286519467CN I paid for DHL Shipping, da da dada not what I ordered I ordered a small lot of clip in hair extensions and received a single piece of weave in hair extensions, which I shipped back. Now back to the other item So I sent them these screen prints to prove to them they messed up and then went even a step further and Now that I have shown them the proof lets see how the handle it, I will continue to believe they are money sucking scam artists until they prove otherwise and I will spend the rest of my ecommerce days warning people of the dangers of this company unless you don't mind losing money, and if that's the case you mine as well just thr...

I made the mistake of listing a couple of wholesalers in my guide who should not be there, I am getting absolutely disgusted by these wholesalers that have their ads posted everywhere, chose a freaking line of work just be ridiculously cheap to everyone or be a wholesaler, do not post public ads allowing everyone to purchase from your website and then claim your a b2b wholesaler it doesn't work that way, so I am going to the corners of google where few people dare to tread, I will be doing a second issue of my wholesale guide, I know quite a few have been bought but no one has registered as buying one to get the update copy for free, I will post when the new one is available probably with in a week, so if you purchased drop me a line, if you a true china wholesaler (trust me they have contacted me trying to add links to my website promoting their business, that get deleted, send me a message, I will personally check out your site and order from it, and if I deem you ...

Boston Casting is the worse casting company in the United States, they are hypocrites, and they lie. I have decided to write an open letter I posted on Facebook to them, after finding out that there were casting notices I fit the criteria of but never received, I have been in their database since 2011 and have only gotten 3 jobs from them although they have upwards of 6-9 projects a year  They use the same people repeatedly, people who spend money in their "acting clinic". How convenient? I would actually spend money with them, if they gave me the opportunity to make money, I actually consider them bullies, because of them I actual thought there was something wrong with me, they made me feel like I wasn't good enough (and isn't that what bullies do) To Boston Casting, Inc. I will not let you dictate my career, if you don't want to use me in any of your projects, your loss, I am a hard worker; I take direction well, and I don't break the rules, because o...

I would appreciate everyones support for this, all you have to do is login with facebook, and if you don't have facebook you can register with an email address, click on my photo and drag it up to the nominate line, I really do appreciate any support I can get right now. the photo your looking for is above the vote for me link Thanks again Although it is reversed on the site. Thanks again everyone. Vote For Me Please

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I am giving this company a separate post all together, because I am mad, and they are the sneaky scammer type I have done business with this company for only a few months I have ordered from the a total of 4 times, the first 3 times no problems at all but this last time OMG can you say nightmare... I am speaking of wholesale-dress.net which has conveniently changed their name to clothing-dropship.com since filing my PayPal dispute, I ordered hair extensions from this company I order 2 different sets a single piece of clip in and then a small lot of clip in that were suppose to be various sizes, what I got was a single piece of weave in weft hair extensions, when I contacted them to complain they stated that the other items were on there way and gave me 2 bogus tracking numbers they also said they sent me the other item in "good faith" because what I ordered they were waiting for restock before they sent me, well its been about 2 months and I have not got anything, I ended up...

ok ladies here is my updated list of diet pills that did nothing for me i actually regained weight using a couple lipozene collosal waste of time did nothing it promised acia berry again nothing garcinia cambrogia dr oz is a flipping fruit loop with his fad scams raspberry keytones please please please take with caution my pharmacist told me the long term side effects could be disatorous i stopped immeciately on that one hydroxy cut gummies again nothing. I will tell you that I am facinated by this new waist training corset that seems to be a new 'fad' hell I'm game I'll be the guinea pig

omg what i had to do to get this, ok lets face it walmart is a horrible store but dang do they get some cool gadgets at affordable prices, last year I had someone hack my walmart account and they purchased a $100 gift card on me, mind you they had no problem with this illegal purchase but damn when someone wants to make a legitimate purchase forget about it, i finally left my cozy desk to brave the cold after the fifth failed attempt to order this item that got rave reviews promising the loss of fine lines, wrinkles, while it evens your skin tone and brightens your skin. mind you i haven't opened the box yet and i do intend to use it this evening so i will keep you updated i am feeling excited .... lets see what happens

I don't know where else to put it because I definitely want to keep it a secret from some people but.... My ex of many years and oh so long ago still haunts me, I do not know what to do to break this pattern of memories, I can go months without thinking about him and then all of the sudden he pops up in a dream and the dreams usually consist of 1 or 2 themes either I am running for my life from him, or he is telling me he is in love with me, then I get put into a slump of memories that I can't shake, things he's done, or said that make me questions his feelings against his actions, For instance: 1. The time we waited in line to purchase a book and he wrapped his arms around me from behind and when I turned to look back at him he kissed my forehead, 2. The time that he use to break into my old apartment to watch me sleep 3.The times he sent me text messages when he awoke in the  morning (6:30 Am which sometimes sucked) to say good morning. 4. Then all the times he t...

Ok as everyone who has read this blog knows I have tried both the acia berry diet and lifecell anti aging cream, neither of these worked for me, I have been busting my butt at the gym, and it has paid off a bit, I recently did a movie which was a great experience and hope to be included in a couple of more that are currently filming in my state, I am not allowed to go into details at the moment but as soon as I can I will. I have just placed an order for some new "anti aging miracle" and will keep you posted I also learned from a friend of mine if you eat raw fruit and vegetable with coffee before you work out you burn twice the amount of calories then normal. I have also learned that prior to working out do some light weight training because your body does not burn fat for the first 20 minutes of a work out, so skip the tread mill at first. Good luck and see you soon

On March 24 2011 I purchased a total of 16 items from a website sexylover.cc I received an email after paying through Paypal that my items would ship within 48 hours, on March 28 2011 I received an email from this company stating my items were preparing for shipment and that I would receive a tracking number later that evening, on March 30th I received yet another email stating that while my items were being prepared for shipment they noticed 4 items were out of stock and asked if I would like to replace them with any other items on the website, I went back to the site looked through everything and found 1 thing and then asked for a refund for the difference in items and shipping, they stated they would send the items out that day and would issue a refund shortly after, on April 1st I received yet another email from them asking if I wanted the items shipped to my Paypal address, now mind you this company already ignored my shipping request of UPS and stated they would send the items DH...

Ok so I received my order of Lifecell yesterday which I immediately used (of course) well it states that it is an all in one product anti aging, moisturizer, skin corrector, and lip plumper, it also states that using it to close to your eye can cause swelling and irritation so it can not be put any closer to the eye but the orbital bone and DO NOT rub it pat it around the orbital bone and do not put it on the eye lid, but yet you are supposedly able to use it near your mouth (that makes me nervous and have not done it) it also states that you should have the ability to see the effects of this product in 60 seconds (I have not) I am going to continue to use it through the free trial but I may be apart of the 6% that they claim it did not affect, I will keep you updated.

Diamond and Gold Body Jewelry have recently become very popular OK and I have a major gripe about some of the websites that Google has listed on the front page claiming to have gold diamond body jewelry, 75% of them claim to carry this body jewelry when in actuality you have better luck finding the ones that do on pages 7-10 which to me is ridiculous, for instance if you type in gold body jewelry or diamond body jewelry in Google their are 6 repeat websites that come up 3 of which only offer 2 types on jewelry with diamonds which are nose rings (by the way those can be found anywhere) and the other are belly rings, then their are 2 more which don't have any diamond body jewelry 1 if it does they do a good job of hiding it because I could not find a way to navigate their site to save my life, I have found only 1 site that sells a wide range of gold and diamond body jewelry Dazzling Your Style, they carry nose rings, belly rings, eyebrow rings, & labret rings, in fact they are on...