My ex Boyfriend is still haunting me even after all these years
I don't know where else to put it because I definitely want to keep it a secret from some people but.... My ex of many years and oh so long ago still haunts me, I do not know what to do to break this pattern of memories, I can go months without thinking about him and then all of the sudden he pops up in a dream and the dreams usually consist of 1 or 2 themes either I am running for my life from him, or he is telling me he is in love with me, then I get put into a slump of memories that I can't shake, things he's done, or said that make me questions his feelings against his actions, For instance: 1. The time we waited in line to purchase a book and he wrapped his arms around me from behind and when I turned to look back at him he kissed my forehead, 2. The time that he use to break into my old apartment to watch me sleep 3.The times he sent me text messages when he awoke in the morning (6:30 Am which sometimes sucked) to say good morning. 4. Then all the times he t