Shh! Its A Secret

I don't know where else to put it because I definitely want to keep it a secret from some people but.... My ex of many years and oh so long ago still haunts me, I do not know what to do to break this pattern of memories, I can go months without thinking about him and then all of the sudden he pops up in a dream and the dreams usually consist of 1 or 2 themes either I am running for my life from him, or he is telling me he is in love with me, then I get put into a slump of memories that I can't shake, things he's done, or said that make me questions his feelings against his actions, For instance: 1. The time we waited in line to purchase a book and he wrapped his arms around me from behind and when I turned to look back at him he kissed my forehead, 2. The time that he use to break into my old apartment to watch me sleep 3.The times he sent me text messages when he awoke in the  morning (6:30 Am which sometimes sucked) to say good morning. 4. Then all the times he t...

Ok as everyone who has read this blog knows I have tried both the acia berry diet and lifecell anti aging cream, neither of these worked for me, I have been busting my butt at the gym, and it has paid off a bit, I recently did a movie which was a great experience and hope to be included in a couple of more that are currently filming in my state, I am not allowed to go into details at the moment but as soon as I can I will. I have just placed an order for some new "anti aging miracle" and will keep you posted I also learned from a friend of mine if you eat raw fruit and vegetable with coffee before you work out you burn twice the amount of calories then normal. I have also learned that prior to working out do some light weight training because your body does not burn fat for the first 20 minutes of a work out, so skip the tread mill at first. Good luck and see you soon

On March 24 2011 I purchased a total of 16 items from a website sexylover.cc I received an email after paying through Paypal that my items would ship within 48 hours, on March 28 2011 I received an email from this company stating my items were preparing for shipment and that I would receive a tracking number later that evening, on March 30th I received yet another email stating that while my items were being prepared for shipment they noticed 4 items were out of stock and asked if I would like to replace them with any other items on the website, I went back to the site looked through everything and found 1 thing and then asked for a refund for the difference in items and shipping, they stated they would send the items out that day and would issue a refund shortly after, on April 1st I received yet another email from them asking if I wanted the items shipped to my Paypal address, now mind you this company already ignored my shipping request of UPS and stated they would send the items DH...

Ok so I received my order of Lifecell yesterday which I immediately used (of course) well it states that it is an all in one product anti aging, moisturizer, skin corrector, and lip plumper, it also states that using it to close to your eye can cause swelling and irritation so it can not be put any closer to the eye but the orbital bone and DO NOT rub it pat it around the orbital bone and do not put it on the eye lid, but yet you are supposedly able to use it near your mouth (that makes me nervous and have not done it) it also states that you should have the ability to see the effects of this product in 60 seconds (I have not) I am going to continue to use it through the free trial but I may be apart of the 6% that they claim it did not affect, I will keep you updated.

Diamond and Gold Body Jewelry have recently become very popular OK and I have a major gripe about some of the websites that Google has listed on the front page claiming to have gold diamond body jewelry, 75% of them claim to carry this body jewelry when in actuality you have better luck finding the ones that do on pages 7-10 which to me is ridiculous, for instance if you type in gold body jewelry or diamond body jewelry in Google their are 6 repeat websites that come up 3 of which only offer 2 types on jewelry with diamonds which are nose rings (by the way those can be found anywhere) and the other are belly rings, then their are 2 more which don't have any diamond body jewelry 1 if it does they do a good job of hiding it because I could not find a way to navigate their site to save my life, I have found only 1 site that sells a wide range of gold and diamond body jewelry Dazzling Your Style, they carry nose rings, belly rings, eyebrow rings, & labret rings, in fact they are on...

I can honestly say I have no idea where it came from, it was very odd, granted I watch the Disney channel because of my daughter, but I had never watched the Jonas show, and I didn't start either, I hadn't seen Camp Rock yet, so when I had a dream about him I found it disturbing because at that point I didn't even find him all that attractive (although now he has grown on me) I will admit I do watch Jonas LA now which I find to be a much more interesting show then the original, I kind of dismissed the first dream I had with a laugh and shrug, then they started occurring on a regular basis all with the basic same theme but slightly different settings, I have an old friend who can read and decipher dreams, who I also trust with any secrets knowing he will not pass judgment or ridicule, he believes it has something to do with getting older, I know I don't look my age, I have had no problem passing as younger and still frequently get carded for Cigarettes and Liquor, what I...

I started the Acia Berry Diet a few days ago, so far my energy is up (so thats not a lie), but my appetite is still at an all time high (so that is false), I have lost 2 inches in my upper abdomen, a 1/2 inch in my mid abdomen, and 1 inch in my low waist, and a half inch in my hips,  The bathroom though seems to be a priority in my day, I have also started taking Biotin for my hair and nails since my hairdresser recommended it, I have been taking Welbutrin to quit smoking for the last 2 months, but up until I started taking the Acia Berry I was smoking the same, Since taking the Acia Berry and Biotin I have noticed a significant decrease in smoking as well as a decrease in the cravings, I am not sure if Acia has anything to do with it, or if its all psychological but that is making me pretty happy, considering when people quit smoking they tend to gain weight maybe this was all just perfect timing. I haven't been in the gym for over a month and a half <nice waste of money> ...